75 days

I'm still not feeling very well, and I didn't eat all that well. Either not enough or too much junk but I'm still getting those steps. I'm hoping to feel better this week because I'd like to incorporate weights into my days.  Heartbreak is hard man. I feel like I spiraled today and this is the only thing I can control, so I'm really trying my hardest. Maybe I should be resting. Maybe that's why I'm not really feeling better, but walking is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now and I would really like to like myself again. 

Yesterday I let my body rest, but today I got back out there and got my steps in. I actually am feeling a lot better today than I was yesterday, so that was nice. Only a few more days and I'll have the house back to myself and I cannot wait. I like routine and I think that will help a lot. Also can't believe it's almost the end of the week! 

I barely slept last night, my throat hurt so much. I may have pushed myself too hard today but I did not want to take a rest day when I might be more sick later, so I did get my steps in and tomorrow I will rest. But fuck, I'm honestly so upset right now because I feel like every time I start working on myself and do things consistently, something like this happens. And I don't want to give up this time or restart. I just don't. 

I'm not sure if I'm getting sick or if my throat hurts because my dad almost set fire to the house today and I inhaled smoke. Please let it be the latter. I got my steps in today, ate well and now I'm going to get into bed and read. Short post, but here's the update. 

I did the thing, I didn't eat as much today and I've already hit my 10k steps. I think tomorrow I'm going to start adding in weights.  DAY 8 STATS:  Neck: 14.5 in Chest: 46.5 in Biceps: 12.7 in Waist: 38 in Hips: 47 in  Thighs 23 in   Weight: 217 lbs

So, I'm able to do 5 miles a day, but the eating better part? I'm trying, but my aunt is visiting, so we've been eating out a lot. However, I am trying to eat in moderation. I'm also incredibly tired, but that may be due to being outside all day and protesting. I don't have much to report. Tomorrow is stats update, so we'll see how that goes! 

We get one day out of the week to rest, and I had not planned for it to be today, but my body said otherwise. Too much information, but it's my time of the month and my body just said no. So I listened and I slept in, worked on some projects I wanted to get done today and watched what I ate. It wasn't the perfect day, but that's okay. Not all days are. Tomorrow we continue.